iT seems to be a constant theme in my lifee to be let down by peoplee. Like seriously. Let down and trust goes hand in hand in my lifee. Not saying anyone elsees , but *MINE . iTs almost like peoplee expect me to be superhuman 24.7 but i cant &_i Wont. Maybee thats the reason i am how i am now . After being let down so many times you learn to create a guard which protects yourself from peoplee and what they do. . . Maybee thts why i cnat have a *HAPPY relationship , because when something is going great , no matter what it is or what a person does , iJust find a way to muckk it up. Yeaah sucks for me. but its night like tonight that my icebox which it had someonee closee . . . ohhh geesh as im typing this *Use Somebody just came on . . . maybee this is a sign or somethin? But yahhh ken really needs someone great . beyond great. AMAZING in his liddo lifee. :(
*Cries. . . . yess im showing vulnerability for oncee , why should i hold my tears in for you wimps? :) okayy imma go listen to some more lovey dovey/sadd music ishh.
Byee
babyyyy . iloveeeyouuu .*
ReplyDeleteits coolio love is coming for us in 2010 .
we just gotta stop making such an effort .*