Rihanna dishes on the "Rude Boy" video

“[It's] completely different from any other video I’ve shot before,” she said. “A lot of my videos are really dark and edgy and tough. ‘Rude Boy’ is more playing along the lines from my roots.

“We used a lot of color, but also the costumes were very Jamaican dance-hall queen type.”

Whats new Pussycat...?

If you havent heard the PussyCat Dolls are basically SPLIT .

Melody and Kimberly *WONT be apart of the third Pussycat Album. Melody even went as far as to say she was --> FIRED from the global group . NOW the latest going around is that Jessica too has left the Pussycat Dolls . . . . here are some snips from her interview with "Life&_Style"

*“wasn’t a joyful” experience -

*“glorified backup dancer”.

One word --> DAMN , like wtf.

THAT WASN'T IT . . . She even went into details about when she was injured &_ Robin Antin basically kicked her to the curb &_ madee her take care of her own accomodations . During the time she stayed withh friends . . . .&_if you didnt already know she also said *Nicole the "lead" singer chose how muchh screentime eachh girl got in their video's. SMDH

i deffinitely think its time ROBIN ANTIN just come forth &_ announce the groups separation.

i've been away for a whilee . but i plan on being for even longerr. . .

Lifee has just been *SO damn busyy , but i promisee i wont neglect

you all anymoree -->ANYWAYY as usual i have the latest Nicki Minaj song

being the superfan i am . . . &_you can download it *NOW!

* Sean Garrett ft.Nicki Minaj-Get it All.

Seems like everybody trying get *HARD . Checkk out 2 versions of Rihanna's Hard

*Rihanna ft. Lil Kim.

*Trey Songz (cover).

Life gives you lemons &_ sometimes it gives you sweet strawberries, but when faced with the opposition of lemons you shouldnt *bitch about the not having enoughh sugar to make the situation sweeter , but think about other uses for the lemon. . . My life has been on a rollercoaster of confusion. Have you ever wanted something so bad so long , but when you finally get it . . . .its not what you wanted it to be. Like i *recently got myself in a situation where i wanted something so bad , but it seems like the situation wasnt ready for me . . . Time went on *to be exact a week , &_ it was like i was just over it. The attention i wasnt getting , the affection i was missing . . . . i know im worth alot , but dont treat me like a secondary hand me down. Anywayy --> ughh im washing the taste of lemon out of my mouthh . . . the lemon taught me something that know i wont forget. . . never put more into somethin then you know your gonna get out .

&_the beat goes on. . . Or atleast attempts to.

iT seems to be a constant theme in my lifee to be let down by peoplee. Like seriously. Let down and trust goes hand in hand in my lifee. Not saying anyone elsees , but *MINE . iTs almost like peoplee expect me to be superhuman 24.7 but i cant &_i Wont. Maybee thats the reason i am how i am now . After being let down so many times you learn to create a guard which protects yourself from peoplee and what they do. . . Maybee thts why i cnat have a *HAPPY relationship , because when something is going great , no matter what it is or what a person does , iJust find a way to muckk it up. Yeaah sucks for me. but its night like tonight that my icebox which it had someonee closee . . . ohhh geesh as im typing this *Use Somebody just came on . . . maybee this is a sign or somethin? But yahhh ken really needs someone great . beyond great. AMAZING in his liddo lifee. :(

*Cries. . . . yess im showing vulnerability for oncee , why should i hold my tears in for you wimps? :) okayy imma go listen to some more lovey dovey/sadd music ishh.

Byee

Welcome 2o1o.

--This year has so many things instored for it &_it just started . iM hoping im ready for any and everything that is going to be thrown at me , if not iM sure its just teaching me lessons for later in lifee . Anything can teach you lessons , its just if you pay attention to them that make the difference.